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Wednesday, 23 November 2005

  • So the fact that Brad is going to be gone for a year has really hit me hard right now. I am so lost without him. I don't feel like I am being myself when I am not with him. I guess our personality has formed into one when we are together. Gosh, I miss him. It is really hard on our relationship obviously. The fact that he can't really tell me anything about where he is and what he is doing is difficult. We are so used to telling each other everything, so this is akward. I can't wait until next year at this time. I just want to bawl my eyes out but I don't think it would do me any good. One of the things that is difficult for me is that I don't have any real good friends right now. What I mean by that I guess is, if I did have a real good friend, I would probably call them right now, because I need someone to talk to. Yeah, I know that a lot of people have said to call them if I need someone to talk to, but I don't really feel comfortable talking with them. I feel closer to a wife of a soldier that I have never met, than anyone here. I am pathetic. I know. I should be happy because I just got to talk with Brad on the phone for like 5 min., but I am just sad because I miss him so much. Stupid politics. Grrr! Hopefully, I will post on Thursday because that is Thanksgiving and I have a lot to be thankful for.

Sunday, 04 September 2005

  • Currently Watching
    Le Divorce
    By Daniel Mesguich, Hélène Surgère, Kate Hudson, Naomi Watts
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    So I just got done watching Le Divorce. It was a really weird movie. The director was kind of odd. Not my favorite, but oh well. I like Kate Hudson. The French are such goobers. Wouldn't ya know it.
    So today I wasn't very productive. I woke up at about 2pm and watched tv for a while, made myself some Ramon cause it rocks and then I took a very long bubble bath. I took some photos of the sunset tongiht. I also did some creative pics with my kitten, dog, and brother. I got some awesome action shots of my doggie. Obi and Hope (dog and cat), are some of my best models. They are always there and willing to do some poses for me. Obi is older and more experienced. Whenever he hears me turn on the camera he gets into a silly position because he knows that I will be taking pictures. He is so funny. My kitten is only 3 1/2 months old so she doesn't really know what is going on. But I have some beautiful shots of her sleeping, by the window while the sun is setting and yawning. The pictures of her yawning are probably some of my favorites, because her teeth look so sharp and big. Enough about my photography now though.
    I am mad at Sprint. :-[] <-- that is my mad face. They just merged with Nextell and now I can't access my account online. They keeping asking me for my PIN and password, so I keep typing it in and they just keep telling me I am wrong. So then I had them text it to me and it was the same thing that I have been typing in. GRR!
    On a lighter note, my momma is on her honeymoon and she chose nowhere else to go, but the amazing Arkansas. Hot Springs that is. She called me and said that it was so gorgeous and she could hardly believe it. Doug said that they are taking tons of pictures because it is so beautiful. So all of you out there that think that Arkansas is a wasteland full of hicks, hillbillies, and rednecks, I am happy to prove you wrong. Maybe when they get back I will post a few pics. I don't really know how though. It shouldn't be that hard though.
    I talked to my babay today. He is doing great. He has the weekend off, so he is in Seattle right now. He ate at the Needlepoint restaurant. I don't think that is what it is called. He called it something else. You know what I am talking about.
    It is getting late though, actually really early. Later gaters!

Friday, 02 September 2005

  • Currently Reading
    Precious Moments: Stories from the Bible
    By Sheri Dunham Haan
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    CRU rocks! So obviously I went to CRU tonight and had a great time. It is fun and interesting to see and meet new people, and all of us have a desire to know God or already do and want to strengthen our relationships. It is so awesome! I hope that I will be able to meet some lasting friends there. So far the people that I have made a connection with are: the wonderful Michael Barnes, beautiful Katie, most interesting Wade, caring Ian, bubbly Brie, 'Megan' crew Megan!, talented Vanessa, psych major (woo!) Chris, goofy Max, quiet, but when he speaks really means it, Scott, involved and helpful Mandy and phone-a-friend Tasha. There were many, many other people that I have met, but don't remember their names or just can't really think of right now because it is 3 in the morning. If you are reading this and realized that I have not included you in this list, let me know and I will get you on there and probably give you a title. Did you know that within the first 5 seconds of seeing someone for the first time, you automatically decide if you will accept them or if they will have to work for your acceptance of them? You make a lot of other assumption about them too, but I won't get into that. I know this kinda stuff because I am a psyc major. Too many interesting facts to comprehend. whew! But anyways, I am gonna head to bed because it is too early in the morning. TTYL.

Saturday, 09 July 2005

  • Yesterday was a pretty good day. Brad and I went ring shopping and we found some gorgeous ones. They were so incredible. Hearts on Fire on the most wonderful diamonds in the world. When Brad gets back we are going to get married. I am so excited! I don't want him to leave though. I want these next 18 months to go by very fast. I don't know what I am going to do without him. Anyways, we went over to Penlands house and played poker and then we went over to Pitchka's house. It was fun seeing all of those people from high school. Ryan was so sad when he had to say goodbye to Brad. We are going to hang out when he is gone. Pretty much everyone was emotional about him leaving because they don't want to lose anyone else that they don't have to. It was weird not seeing Brandon there. I hope that all is well with everyone. I hope that C is ok. I should give her a call and see how she is doing.
    Well, tomorrow I have to take Brad to Kansas City. I am so sad. My time with him is dwindling away. I will be able to see him before he leaves for Fort Lewis though. I am going to bawl my eyes out. And every day that he is gone. I am very lucky that I have a large family that I can talk to. Next semester I am going to go to UNL or UNO so that I can be close to home. I got a kitten by the way. Her name is Hope and she is tan and black striped and she weighs two whole lbs. already and she is 7 weeks old. She is going to keep me going while my Brad is gone. I named her Hope because it is what keeps us alive. Without hope you have nothing. Oh gosh, I wish that he wasn't leaving me. When he comes back I am going to be so happy but we are both going to be different people and it is going to take us a long time to get used to each other again. I know that things will work out though. Right now he is out with his brother at a wedding reception. I wish he would come back soon. Since this is one of his last nights in Nebraska for awile I was going to take him to the lake and watch the sun go down... but that did not work so well because shawn took him away from me again. I don't think that he likes me. Brad never invites me to do anything with them anymore. He goes to his brothers apt and drinks and plays cards with all of our friends. I used to do that too. I am friends with all of the people that he is friends with so I don't understand why I am not invited to hang out with them anymore. It seriously pisses me off. I'm done.

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  • I am a psychology student at the University of Nebraska at Omaha. I am absolutely in love with my fiancee, Bradley Boomsma! He is a soldier in the 1-142nd B Battery, which has orders to be in Iraq int he middle of November until December 2006! Yeah, that is a long time. I love him to death though, and nothing can break us apart. I love to be with people that I care about, but I also like to spend time alone with myself. Besides my fiancee, of couse, I love spending time with my family, my Zeta sisters, my CRU, my kitten, and all of my Girl Scouts!

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